Personal Narrative: Moving Tionna Into The Classroom

I know it is hard to connect throughout the day but, I wanted to reach out regarding Tionna. I was wondering if moving Tionna into a smaller class would be an option? It feels as though; she is an unpleasant daily disruption. I will be honest and say somedays I feel guilt bringing her to school and have been foregoing my prep and working through my lunch in order to minimize the amount of time your class has to endure her. Her *good* days do not feel like good because, often it is followed by a… but.
As, an educator, I understand the frustrations. As, Tionna’s mom its heart wrenching to feel that your child has no success in an environment where she spends a tremendous amount of time at. I appreciate the praises and problem solving we have
Tionna slept a LOT and the brief moments awake she had no interested in any of us. She would only nurse with a blanket over her eyes she absolutely despises anyone touching or being near here and would cry as if she was in pain. If asked, we would all describe her by saying she “hated” everyone equally. It was not until I quit my job and asked to have a public health nurse that Tionna was then *forced* to pick a safety net me or the nurse (she was a year old).
We have some big stressors going on right now, our current rental home is in foreclosed and I was only notified 3 weeks ago when the new buyers showed up ready to move in. Now, we are in court action as the prior owner did not disclosed to the new owners he had tenants and I was never told he was in foreclosed or intended to sale (We have a lease until 08/2018).
My family has spent the last 6 months attending the court trial for my oldest son murder. We received a guilty verdict but, February 7th it was overturned due, to a technical error. My older son fell apart and 2 weeks ago made a very hurtful and selfish decision by attempted to commit suicide in our home. As, the paramedic performed CPR on him Tionna cried for him. He was hospitalized and under involuntary psych care for 12 days- Friday was his first day seeing Tionna at pick
She did not even give him a chance. I said no, and within 2-3 weeks I was invited in to meet with the teacher, support staff and principal where she apologies and informed me that- his reading scores placed him at a 1.6 grade level and, he has an overall sense of calmness and a level of confidence that is admirable. Her and I remain connected and she often share this story with