It’s in our sick and dying bed that we are sadly given no other task but to evaluate all our years of living. The body no longer full of vigor nor fight, the heart heavy form sorrows past; the footsteps of death nocking at the door serve as an earnest call to evaluate and make peace with all we did in life. Suddenly, its time to review the many chronicles that compose our life story. As I look back on my life I am overwhelmed with grief. I grieve not for missed opportunities, God knows I seized every opportune moment. I grieve for the misjudgment of my ambitious endeavors, which will be forever erroneously highlighted and remain an eternal blemish upon my legacy.…
I never thought me, of all people, would experience such a sorrowful day. I have tried to forget it time and time again; but the reality is I will always remember every miniscule detail, moment, word, and facial expression on that particular day. My heart managed to shatter into a million pieces, leaving me without a reason to pursue my existence. My salty tears freely rolled down my warm cheeks, causing my eyes to burn sensationally. I remember mourning on the comforting shoulders of my family members, as they too were consumed by their feelings. The most valuable lesson that beared a reservation in my spirit was to cherish every moment and loved one, for tomorrow is not guaranteed to anyone. I wish I could have fathom this reality before the climactic tragedy struck me like a ton of bricks. Although death is normal, it seemed almost foreign when it abducted the life of my favorite uncle.…
Year after year, I walk through the Fort Worth Stock Show areas such as holding pins, arenas, and the fairgrounds. Through the journeys, I gain an appreciation for all the hard work and dedication that these people have put into the fair and how it is changing people's lives. Going back to freshman year, like it was yesterday, I remember how I did not want to be a part of FFA and was forced to take an agriculture class. What I didn't realize was how wrong I was about agriculture classes and FFA. After the second day, I quickly immersed myself in FFA after seeing all it offered to me.…
The tears that fall down my cheeks are not of the sadness of leaving Phoebe, but instead they are the tears of the happiness I can see in her riding on that carousel. Nothing has ever made me feel this happy inside. Phoebe approaches the bench where I’m sitting…
Not every song that I chose for this assignment is happy, and neither are the memories that go along with it. This song has been with me through thick and thin. My parents divorce was very tough to go through, as I'm sure most divorces are, but I really struggled. Things happened during that time that most…
"Not again!" I protested when I heard Mom's news. "Where are we going this time?" We've moved six times in the twelve years since I was born. That's because my Dad's job is to set up offices for his company, and each time he finishes establishing a new one, we move. "California," said Mom. "I'm sorry we have to uproot you again." She opened a map and pointed out the town we'd be moving to, north of San Francisco. She truly sounded sorry, but I could see she was pleased, too, because she's from California. She'd always said Chicago was too noisy for her. For one thing, the elevated railway wasn't far from our apartment. Whenever the trains rumbled past, the chandelier in our living room swung to and fro. My stomach felt full of cold lead. You'd think I'd be used to moving, but I felt sick every time. Now I'd have to say good-bye once more to the friends and places I'd just come to feel comfortable with. Plus, Chicago was the most exciting place we'd lived. It had everything—great parks, libraries, museums, skating rinks, and playing fields. Only five blocks from home was the Youth Center, where I played volleyball or board games or just hung out joking around with friends. That day, after learning the news, I went straight to the Youth Center to find my friends. Their smiles turned into gloomy frowns when I said I'd be leaving in a few weeks. We grumbled about my bad luck. Finally, Eric said, "Moaning and groaning isn't going to change anything. Can anyone say something good about this move?" Sarah piped up, "Well, Megan…you'll be lying on a warm beach while we're still slogging through the snow." I pictured myself lazing on a stretch of white sand, a gentle blue sea rocking before me and palm trees rustling behind me. I could go for that. "Just think," added Josh, "no freezing rain or sub-zero temperatures." "No tornados. No blizzards," contributed Kayla. "Just lovely, sunny days." "Yeah. All you have to worry…
Today, we’ll be examining grief with a focus on how to cope and heal from it.…
How do I start this off, I will have to go way back to the beginning. The time when your diary fell off the desk, I had no interest of reading it, but some of the words caught my eyes. I am sorry to tell you this, son, I have read your journal. I know journal should be a personal space to write out your feeling and I should not have read your journal, but you don’t look that happy after Hassan's birthday party. I want to know why. What’s wrong, is it because I put too much focus on Hassan? After you were born, I want you to be more like me, but it just doesn’t happen. You avoid fights, doesn’t stand up for yourself, and mostly reading. However, I told you writing is not a manly job, I want you to pursue something else, but you never listened. That’s fine, you are my son, I…
“Home Burial” is a dramatic lyric in the form of a dialogue between two personae. The characters are Amy and her husband. The poem reveals two tragedies: The death of a child and the fall of a marriage. Although the death of the child is the reason why the couple is arguing, the bigger conflict that affects the marriage is the couple’s inability to communicate with one another. Both characters are mourning the loss of their child, but in different manners and neither one is able to understand the way their partner chooses to express their distress.…
She is there, below. I sobbed with my forehead on the ground, and I stopped there for a long time. Then I saw that it was getting dark, and a strange, mad wish, the wish of a despairing lover, seized me. I wished to pass the night, the last night, in weeping on her grave. But I should be seen and driven out. How was I to manage? I was cunning, and got up and began to roam about in that city of the dead. I walked and walked. How small this city is, in comparison with the city in which we live.…
It was a blazing, hot Friday afternoon. Today was the second to last day until summer break, the day I’ve been waiting for ever since school started. School had finished a few hours later, and I realized that I was already shuffling my way out. After school, my mom stopped at the curb of the parking lot to pick my sister and I up to head home.…
“Dear Diary, Today will be different. It has to be. I will smile and it will be believable. My smile will say, ‘I’m fine thank you. Yes I feel much better’. I will no longer be the sad little girl who lost her parents. I will start fresh, be someone new. That’s the only way I will make it through.”…
“Let’s discuss some things,” mom said after a while. “Ell, there will be some changes in your studies in the coming years.” There’s a long pause. I could see the hurt in her eyes as they stare at me, “Son, maybe next year you’ll have to stop going to school. You know your sister’s situation, right? I hope you understand.” Then, a tear dripped down from her eyes…
In the poem ‘Funeral Blues’ by W. H. Auden, a sad and depressing atmosphere is created as the poem tells a story of the man’s grief. The poet’s use of language, word choice and sentence structure makes the mood in this poem suitable for the message it is getting across. In this poem the author’s feelings are expressed along with the use of rhythm and rhyme.…
I woke up this morning, its raining again. I walk to my cupboard, pick out my school uniform and my smile. It will be a tough day today, no art. I love art. I have friends in art. Friends who understand me. Friends who help me express me. They're my canvas and a paint brush. I can express my feelings with them. They do not curse at me. They do not ignore me. They do not hate me. I trudged along to school, barely able to muster up the courage to put one foot in front of the other, thinking of all the depraved things that could happen today. Every step, a struggle. Not physically, a struggle to muster up the courage to put one foot in front of the other. The oak trees that lined the road, all old and weary, gave no shelter from the rain. No protection, no support, no friendship. Just me. I arrived at the prison, slumped in my chair and daydreamed. Dreamed of a day the sun would finally come back out. Class went forever. Each tick of the old, dusty clock on the wall became less painful, because it was closer to the end of the day, but still painful. The bell rung, lunchtime, finally.…