My Father Was 62 Years of Age and My Mother was 16 Years Old when I was Born . My Father was appointed full custody of me at the age of 7 Years Old. I was repeatedly Touched Inappropriately, it started to occur every day and then 4 to 5 times a week until finally I was raped. I would hurt so badly, Emotionally, Mentally, and Physically. My only way to cope with the pain was to drink. My father had liquor Cabinet, I started to steal his whiskey and drink to before I was molested. I numbed me, made me void of any awareness of what was happening. This continued for the tenure of 3 years and during and after this time span I would suffer violent sexual acts from 3 more violators. I have been spat on, beaten, and even burned if I resisted, if I showed any emotion. I had no hope, I had no knowledge of Jesus at this time, and I had one album Entitled “Jesus Christ Superstar”. I had siblings, well into their 40’s who wanted to take me to church. But I Questioned God, I thought that he, much like the countless others I trusted, would hurt me if I got too close to him. Later on in life my Father had become mentally ill, I moved to Maryland and my life became the victim to more abuse, being beaten, locked in closets, and deprived of food. My sister threatened to kill and told my mother to take me in, When I moved in with my mother, I became a victim to drugs, fighting, etc. A LONG LIST OF Bad behavior and addictions followed that led to the consequences of me being incarcerated and held in a Juvenile detention facility. I prayed and Asked God to get me out and he did just that. My viewed changed as I called on God to get me out of every problematic situation since then. Sure I’ve had my indecisive moments were I would reason within myself and battle in my mind. I’ve had were I fell and put the blame on God but the more I read my bible the more I wanted, I started to…
