Low Self Esteem Research Paper
Every time I leave the house, I carry my phone, my keys, and my purse, which has money and my license inside of it. I also carry non-physical items like stress of making it to college and achieving my goals, another one is public speaking, and as well as my low self-esteem. Out of physical and non-physical, the non-physical is the one that puts more weight on me. I always carry my phone along with my charger because now days it is what I have everything on. It is also how I communicate with friends and family when I am not around them. I also always carry my charger with me as well because if my phone dies I have no way in getting a hold of family or friends. In addition, I have personal business on my phone and if I always have it then it
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I have always had low self- esteem ever since I was little, I have no clue why but I think I have an ideal. When I was in elementary and all the way through middle school and some high school, boys would never talk to me. That had played a huge factor on me today. Boys would never come up and talk to me and I would always see boys coming up to other girls talking to them and asking them out. None of that happened to me, which made me thing am I not pretty or good enough for someone. It was not until my sophomore year; boys would actually talk to me and have conversations with me. This year, I had my first boyfriend. That also brought me down, as well knowing that all these people have had all these relationships before and I am just starting my first one when I am almost done with high school. When we were together, I had built some self- confidence. However, I think me having all these self- esteem and thinking I will never be good enough kind have affected our relationship a lot. We broke up after four months. Which brought all my hopes, dreams, and self-confident down even till this day. Which is a huge burden I carry every single day. However, even through all this stuff brings me down; I still have to focus on me and achieving my goals. I know the only people i have is my friends and family. They have guided me and always been there for me when I needed
I have always had low self- esteem ever since I was little, I have no clue why but I think I have an ideal. When I was in elementary and all the way through middle school and some high school, boys would never talk to me. That had played a huge factor on me today. Boys would never come up and talk to me and I would always see boys coming up to other girls talking to them and asking them out. None of that happened to me, which made me thing am I not pretty or good enough for someone. It was not until my sophomore year; boys would actually talk to me and have conversations with me. This year, I had my first boyfriend. That also brought me down, as well knowing that all these people have had all these relationships before and I am just starting my first one when I am almost done with high school. When we were together, I had built some self- confidence. However, I think me having all these self- esteem and thinking I will never be good enough kind have affected our relationship a lot. We broke up after four months. Which brought all my hopes, dreams, and self-confident down even till this day. Which is a huge burden I carry every single day. However, even through all this stuff brings me down; I still have to focus on me and achieving my goals. I know the only people i have is my friends and family. They have guided me and always been there for me when I needed