If They Only Knew My Life Story

If they only knew my life story they’d realize why I describe myself as fearless. It takes a person who can just sit back and watch their life crumble down on them and build it back up on their own and even bigger and better to have the type of heart that I have. At a young age I learned that either its life or death just like if you were playing Russian roulette. After my dad passed I felt that life would never get any better for me. My life would always be stuck in in the same moment kind of like I was going through déjà vu for years on at a time wondering if fate would be in my favor.

I was scared move forward in life because if I did and it didn’t work I knew that it would only shoot me down and I’d feel like I failed myself once again.