"I was only thirteen, and they were going to have me psychoanalyzed and all, because I broke all the windows in the garage. I don't blame them. I really don't. I slept in the garage the night he died, and I broke all the goddam windows with my fist, just for the hell of it." (p.38-39) He misses his brother very much, basically because he found refuge in the fact that even though Allie was younger, Holden knew he could depend on him being there for him. Everyone seemed to believe that Allie was an amazing student and person, something that did not threaten Holden, on the contrary, he admired his younger brother as if he were older. So when he lost him, Holden's world caved in and becomes obsessed with
"I was only thirteen, and they were going to have me psychoanalyzed and all, because I broke all the windows in the garage. I don't blame them. I really don't. I slept in the garage the night he died, and I broke all the goddam windows with my fist, just for the hell of it." (p.38-39) He misses his brother very much, basically because he found refuge in the fact that even though Allie was younger, Holden knew he could depend on him being there for him. Everyone seemed to believe that Allie was an amazing student and person, something that did not threaten Holden, on the contrary, he admired his younger brother as if he were older. So when he lost him, Holden's world caved in and becomes obsessed with