Amanda Mortill How Do You Define Success?

How do I define Success? Success could be seen in someone who is happy and feels fulfilled in what they are doing in life…no matter what kind of job they have. I mean look at Dr. Pol, he literally has to go the extremes to help cure an animal’s sickness but he looks like the happiest man on earth. I determine myself, Amanda Mortilla, as someone who is not successful yet. I think of it like that because I am just starting my path to get find my dream career so I am happy in the future. I am happy now but I do not feel satisfies with how my life is right now. I have spent almost thirty minutes trying to figure out how to describe myself. So, here it goes I am Amanda Mortilla, age nineteen, and a Taurus. I love dancing by myself when I am either
I learned how to appreciate things in life. One memory would be when the cold crisp air hit my skin when I watched the sun rise in the mountains. There was a comfortable silence among the whole campground while the adults sipped their morning coffee and the children were silently watched the bunny rabbits bounced near the tents. I also learned to be grateful in everything in life such as the materialistic objects that I got for my birthday or for Christmas. The biggest weakness I have in life is that I take everything to heart. Such as when my photography teacher did not believe in my art and basically called it trash. I got a 4 out of 5 on the AP test for my trash artwork. My biggest strength is I am very observant. Which is a blessing and a curse now that I think about it. That strength is a curse because I developed anxiety and was compulsively taught things because of past experiences. I have a lot of trust issues. This was not a one and done type of experience. This slowly developed over the years when I first found out about technology. Communication is a big thing to me. All of my friends know this. This stemmed out from people talking to me one day and pretending we are best friends and then the next day they pretend that do not know me. Like I said before I take everything into
I also want to further my knowledge and finally learn how to write a proper essay. I hope to accomplish to finally know what I want to do in life and not be generic. I do not know what I want to accomplish but for now that is all I can think about. Right now, I am going through the motions and really digging deep to find something in my cold heart. I would change a lot about myself. Self-control is the first on my list. Self-control in not just eating but mostly for my emotions. I tend to think with my heart than with my brain which causes a lot of trouble in every aspect in my life. The next thing would to not be scared to go out to places and worry about whether or not something bad is going to happen. This affects the biggest portion in my life because there will be times where I cannot physically go anywhere. I miss out on creating memories with my family and friends. Nobody really knows what their purpose in life is…unless you have life figured out. My purpose in life to be the same person with minor changes in life. To be able to keep dancing by myself with my headphones blaring music. To learn about what the greatest things in life are or to learn about how and why certain things are the way they are. My ultimate purpose in life is to turn my daydreams into real life experiences with the people who care and love me the