Curt Lemon, Kiowa, Norman Bowkerevery one of O'Brien's fallen comrades is able to live on through his stories; their lives are "saved." Linda, O'Brien's deceased childhood sweetheart, explains in "The Lives of the Dead" that being dead is like being a library book and waiting to be checked out (245). People are preserved as they were in the past. O'Brien preserves himself as a child along with Linda, writing that "when I take a high leap into the dark and come down thirty years later, I realize it is as Tim trying to save Timmy's life with a story" (246). This represents a desire to return to the innocence of childhood: a time before war and death, loss and grief. O'Brien acknowledges the connection to childhood when he says "I'm forty-three years old, and a writer now, still dreaming Linda alive in exactly the same way" (245). Through his writing, he is able to keep Lindaalong with himselfalive endlessly, thus negating …show more content…
It is in this chapter that O'Brien reveals that the only aspect of the novel thus far that hasn't been fabricated is the fact that he did walk through Quang Ngai Province as a foot soldier. "Almost everything else is invented" (179). However, it must be understood that he is simply bending the truth in order to convey the most feeling and emotion. "I want you to feel what I felt" (178), O'Brien explains. Evidently, there are times when invented war stories communicate his feelings more clearly than anything actual could. For example, "The Man I Killed" is about a VC soldier killed with a grenade by O'Brien. He is overcome by guilt and regret, but later in the book he reveals that he did not kill the man at all. He was simply present at the time of the young man's death. "But my presence was guilt enough I remember feeling the burden of responsibility and grief. I blamed myself" (178). He remembers feeling responsible and blaming himself, so he writes himself in as the one physically responsible for the death. It is much more powerful to tell the story this way; readers experience the guilt he felt even though he wasn't actually responsible. This is the sole purpose of O'Brien's styleto communicate feelings in the most effective and powerful way possible, without regard for