Lauren talks about how she was terrified to even sleep when she found out that she had sleep apnea. She afraid that she could die in her sleep. She would refuse to go to sleep on her own. The only time she slept, was when she would involuntarily fall asleep in the chair in the family room (Sleep, 2013). “Considering that the little bit of sleep I was getting was severely disturbed, it’s no wonder I could not function in my daily life” (Sleep, 2013). Lauren also mentions how she became very depressed. She even considered suicide as a solution to get the sleep that she …show more content…
She wanted a way that she could sleep without being in complete terror. She then decided to go on a CPAP machine. What is a CPAP machine? It stands for Continuous Positive Airway Pressure (Staff, 2014). “… the machine increases air pressure in your throat so that your airway doesn’t collapse when you breath in” (Staff, 2014). Lauren says that she feels like she is a whole new person since she has received the CPAP. “I can never get back the wasted years, and that is so unfair” (Sleep, 2013). Lauren feels bad for not being there for her kids and husband. She wishes that she could have been more of a wife and a loving mother. Four years later, Laurens life has changed for the better. She now even works for the American Sleep Apnea Association. She has dedicated herself to helping those who have sleep apnea. She believes that she has grown stronger by sharing her experiences and knowledge with others (Sleep,