Personal Narrative: Dating Appreciate Things In Life

Appreciate things in life. It all happened when I met a guy name Peter on a dating online app. He messaged me first saying hi and I asked him," what made you go on a dating app? And he said, I recently broke up with my girlfriend and looking for a girl. And we somehow talked back and forth and ended up dating. When I was dating him, I felt like a couple weeks of dating, he was rushing into things such as, holding hands to kissing to making out; made me feel like he does not want to take the relationship slowly, but just wants to kiss and all. When we date, he would text me good night and ask how was my day and he would always call me and see what I was doing, and I was always doing homework or hanging out with my family.
Before our second month, I was on my vacation with my family and I’ve been so busy hanging out with my family, I didn’t really touch my phone at all. A week later, when I came back, he texted me, “I feel like you don’t like talking to me or something” which sounded a bit rude to me. So, a couple hours I replied back, “let’s just be friends”- I wasn’t ready to date, to be honest. However, as months went on, I realized that I let go a nice guy who made me feel like the luckiest alive, and having things in common didn't matter, but the happiness and commitment mattered.
Recently out of nowhere,
Now, I realized if I said yes to hang out with him, things would've been different in a good way. I lost my chance again... I believe that people should not take people for granted and appreciate them before they are gone because it is hard to find nice people that treat you with kindness in this world. Cherish every moment with the people in your life because you never know what will happen to them. Once the person is gone, people will regret their actions, just like me. I guess I didn’t appreciate what he gave me as love and took it for