It's going to be a long story so please bear with me. I also thought that I might be crazy and had a kind of mental illness ex.Pathological Liar(but I doubt it because I'm sure that I'm not crazy after arguing with myself), after everything
/ included that day we talked for the last time and I promised to your mom. The most logical thing in the world to do is to never think about you again, and yes, please trust me that i did every possible ways included "throw away everything related", and at first, I tried a lot to hate you by think that you're the worst evil in the world and played with my feeling just for fun …show more content…
I'm sorry If I'm violating your values/moral(I recalled your mbti and I'm aware that you're an INFP), I hate to lie please trust me.
(as an INTP, I also have my values and logics, for me lying as a cause(do bad thing) would logically get a bad result (It's a rule of the world.))
After I researched about my personality type, I became to know that when an INTP having love , an INTP would become irrational and ignore the logics.
And that might explained why I was very irrational back then. And It also applies to my irrational thought of writing this message.
I thought a lot and the results of this message could only be either "Those eyes were true — I got nothing to lose" or "Those eyes were lie — you will be annoyed (That's maybe good for