Between the stares and being called a not so nice name, I was shaken. How could someone say that to me? I’m a nice person!
Obviously, I would get to return to my entitled life, but that was a real marked experience for me that would change my awareness to another culture forever. It was daunting and made me deeply aware of how fortunate I was to be white. I had to remind myself of how each and every day for many of color just trying to negotiate getting to and from the store is a chore. How utterly exhausting!
Whether being on a mission trip to Nola, or doing work in the Bowery in NYC, as well as dating a man from Congo, Africa, I have had numerous boundary crossings that were generally positive for me. I have learned that one can ever assume an ideal or belief system onto another. We share the same blood type, but we move in the world differently and so mutual respect is a must as well as tough conversations around my white entitlement. This is not to suggest that this is all relationships are about, but it is important that as white people we stay engaged in the