Creative Writing: Eulogy For Father

Your mother must have loved you so for I would love to have a daughter like you.
Yes, we had great fun together she was a musician and taught me the Piano, Violin, and I learnt the Flute at school, when she would go to perform she would always say to me look after those men of ours till I get back, I am, a drunken driver killed her on the way back home from performing. I lost it for a while but I’m ok now, however, I worry if my dad is late back from his surgery. Thank you so much, you will have a daughter of your own one day, remember to tell her what you have told me regularly, she may only have your words to hold onto one day, my dad tells me every day how beautiful I am, he has brainwashed me, I believe it lol, I asked my mum one day why daddy always says that, she said because you are, and one day a boy will say that to you and I want you to measure that boy against daddy, she was right and they don’t measure up lol. For about only five years I was a teacher and what drove me nuts about the school system is how administrators would change my grades ~ driving me nuts.
I want to work with children when I leave school, I want to be married with a family of my own most of
My music teacher at school wants me to go off to the RSM when I leave school but that’s in London and I don’t want to leave my dad, to be honest with you I loved my mum, not music, it’s in me and I can supress it for a while but every now and then I have to let it out, when my mum died I played my violin so mournfully it made my hard hearted brother cry, I wonder if we didn’t have music in our family my mum would still be with me