I Don't Know What to Say

A mental loner who caused a tragic massacre On December 14, 2012, that was the day of a terrible tragedy that happened two days ago from today. A 20-year old boy name Adam Lanza has shot and killed his own mother, and later shot and killed 26 innocent people in Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut. 6 of them were adults and 20 of them were children. Over 700 people were in the school district, and most of them were rescued by 2 teachers, a principal, and the police. After the shooting, Adam Lanza took his own life with a bullet in his head. So there it is, another horrific shooting massacre. Later, people who heard about this news define Adam as a psychotic murderer who is a retard for killing innocent people. Now this problem was not the first school shooting massacre. This have a similarity to the shooting at Virginia Tech when a korean man killed 32 people, and the massacre at Columbine High School when two kids killed 17 people, but this one became the 2nd-most deadliest school shootings in US history and I was wondering why did he kill those innocent people? Relatives and the people who know Adam describes him as a nice guy, quiet, awkward, strange, a loner, and a person who keeps things to himself. Now I see a kind, depressed person with a mental problem. These kinds of things that described Adam Lanza would become typically a man who want to kill himself, or a person who obviously feels like he wants to kill everybody. It similarly has the same symptoms as Seung from Virginia Tech, a man who killed 32 people in college. Seung was a quiet kid, suffered from mental problems and depression. Adam Lanza was sad and depressed and mentally killed innocent people. Psychologists shows that Adam Lanza resolves his problem through “homicide" (examiner) and its reason is because of his problems like “personality disorder” (infowars) Those kinds of problems, before the homicide, would be just a little problem to most people, but it wouldn’t be so if those problems could lead a tragic situation, like suicide or killing. So the main reason why he killed those innocent people was Adam’s own personal problems. Suspected by his own personal problems, this tragedy was caused from Adam’s beliefs of a terrible act of social society. It looks somewhat awkward in a way, but it seems that Adam Lanza felt that no one empathize his own feelings. Why would he become a quiet and awkward guy who suffered a personality disorder? Teachers and classmates who know Adam says that he had a “troubled relationship with his mother, teachers, children, and himself” (examiner) This led him as a person who has no love at all. It’s not his fault that he chose that kind of life, maybe he got some problem that made him feel neglected.
I want to know what kind of troubled past did Adam became a loner, what relationship does he have with his family, relatives, or friends, excluding the mother, how did he get these kinds of mental problems; what the people who knew him would help him. Adam Lanza is crazily a psychotic murderer I tell you that, but he’s a kind of person who just wants a normal life, having friends with people, and a great relationship with his family. I’m not trying to defend Adam for his actions. I know that the lives of those innocent adults and pure-hearted children don’t deserve to die, and I have a well-thought of knowing that Adam is going to hell while the innocent people who died are having fun in heaven and talking crap to Adam, but if he had a normal life that he wanted, then none of this tragic shooting massacre would happen. I want to say to the people who lost their loved ones that I want to say I’m sorry, I will pray for the innocent people at Sandy Elementary School, and tell them that their relationship with the people they love is strong. This shows a sign to feel empathy towards one another, to those who feel pain with a need of love.