I Want to Be Better

I Want To Be Better
My anger had now completely gotten out of control. Although anger is a completely normal human emotion, I would not disagree that mine had taken control of me. My temper was quick and I had a short fuse. My deeds as a result of my wrath bore consequences that are hard to bear and I still regret my actions.
On this particular day that still lingers in my memories, we were to go for a road trip with my little brother and a couple of friends. All necessary preparations had been made and we were more than eager to leave for our destination which was a five star beach hotel located about three hundred miles away with a variety of amenities at the right price.
We were four in number. Brian my best friend, Michelle who was my classmate at school, Ken my little brother and of course myself. We boarded a bus and we were on course within no time. We arrived after a five hour drive and we headed for the fancy beach hotel where we spent our night.
The next day, we headed for the beach to enjoy ourselves. We played games and also got to swim in the beach. It was crystal clear that everything was going in the right direction. It was not until when my little brother, Ken plotted an embarrassing scheme against me. He pulled my swim suit down in front of everyone. Before I could pull it back up, I noticed that everyone was laughing their hearts out including Brian and Michelle.
My whole life, I had never been embarrassed to that extent. I felt like the world would swallow me up alive. I stood there feeling annoyed and I could feel my rage build up. I decided that I was going to revenge what Ken had done to me and I vowed to stop at nothing.
Later that night, I managed to convince him to come and swim with me at the swimming pool that was just outside the hotel. Unaware of my intentions and excited at my request, he quickly agreed. We went to the deeper end of the pool and I knew it was the perfect time to execute my revenge. I still felt angry at him and I