Willy Loman lied so much to disguise the actuality of his existence to the point that even he started to believe in his own fantasy. For example, when Willy Loman was talking to Howard about working in New York, Willy stated that in 1928 he had a big year in which he averaged a hundred and seventy dollars a week in commission. Howard was trying …show more content…
They were the secrets that rendered him sick and unwilling to live. Outright, he was not going to confess his true character, so the flashbacks forced him to replay his life as it was and not as he wanted it to be. He saw his failures replayed. For existence, Willy did not take seriously Bernard request for Biff to study math more even though if Biff did not he ran the risk of flunking the class. Or how he filled his sons up with fairy tales that even himself did not live up to unbeknownst to them, of course. These glimpses into his past forced him to face the choices that he had made. Again, something he did not want to do. He fought those flashbacks over and over again, yet he knew the truth. Willy knew once Biff disclose to his family the truth about himself and the family, something that Willy could not bring himself to do. As Biff said in the requiem, “I know who I am.” Biff was very aware who he was. He always tried to become aware of who he was, but his dad tried to conceal it. Once Biff broke down in tears only then did Willy realized that his son still loved him in spite of who he truly was. Disregarding the message that he was trying to