When Chadwin Was Born Essay

Should a person ever believe that they were cursed? Well this was my belief before Chadwin was born. As a teenager on a summer revival night, our pastor called all the young childbearing girls to the front of the church and had us vow that we will never become pregnant before we were married. Being of age where I understood everything he asked of me, I did exactly what he asked. I devoted my life to God and vowed to never become pregnant before I was married. As a young adolescent I became pregnant twice and miscarried both. When Chadwin’s father and I married in the year of 1997 we became pregnant after three months. We were so excited to be having a baby, my husband longed for a girl and I really didn’t care what the gender was as long as it was healthy. One night
One day I was getting ready for work and I came to the computer just to play around with it, and my screen saver was changed, so I asked my husband if he had changed it and he let me know quickly he did not touch the computer. The next day the start menu was moved from the bottom of the screen to the side, I asked my husband again if he had moved it and he said no. Well the third day after getting ready for work, I caught Chadwin standing on the chair with his pacifier in his mouth moving the mouse with one hand and pressing keys with the other. I became furious thinking that this little guy is going to break this new computer, I immediately told him that this was bad and he was not to mess with mommy’s computer. Well the fourth day he was on again but this time my screen saver was changed to bubbles, so instead of yelling at him I sat him in my lap got back to the home screen and asked him to show me how he got the bubbles on the screen. I was astounded by what this child showed me, his little fingers grasped the mouse and clicked on the start menu, then control panel, screen-saver, and