The Worst Moment Of My Life Because Of Illness

Because of illness
I like hugging to someone, but that day and Mert Kocagil weren’t the right combination for me. Especially, shouting as “Mom, save me!” was the worst moment of my life. That day was unforgettable for me. I haven’t been ashamed and l didn’t lose my head that much. On that day, I was really sick and weak. I went to health center, they sent me to residence back. They just gave me a little pill.I took that pill which didn’t effect. Also it was uncomfortable because I couldn’t go to pee .
In spite of my illness, I came into residence I was mad. I said “ Close your f*%&ing mouth” to them. Mert Yalçın looked at me and started to talk with me. I said to Yalçın: “ Please don’t disturb me. I’m feeling bad and I need to sleep for
At that moment I was really lucky because my hands and legs were shaking, My little finger squeezed between iron and step. There was no reason for my finger wasn’t broken. Everyone could see the ambition in my eyes. I could hurt everyone in my near because of losing self control. In addition to these, my bed was bunk bed so I had to step off five or six stairs. Anyway, I managed it and come to my friends nearby. Nearly all of them asked: “Are you okay?”,”Are you feeling better? etc… I answered all of them “ I am okay”. I indicated all of them like that but It wasn’t easy to understand I am bad and I have some problems. Not long before, I started to run in hallway. I was just running and I was screaming like boy who run away from circumcision feast. Luckily, there were no people in the hallway because if there were , It could be my last day in earth because I was
Five or seven people were looking at me.. Even It can be fourteen people. Anyway, about 10 or 20 seconds, they just looked at me and I also looked at them. In my brain, I saw one of them is as my mother. After a while, I looked at him and suddenly I embraced him. I started to kiss him and I said something meaningless to him. Even I could say them all of my special things. I could say, because I imagined him as my mother and generally people say their personal things to their mother.
After the all of these incidents they put me to the bed and tried to make me calm and quiet. Finally they succeeded . Slowly, I was started to be shy for all of these incidents. Even, I couldn’t look at their face. My worst memoir about this event was my friends giggling and their laughter. Every giggling was making me more and more shy.
I had decided to go health center because of these events. When I came to health center. I remembered the beginning of the day. I remembered my headache. I remembered my temperature. I remembered everything about my illness. I came my room weak and angry. So that can be why of the all of these incidents. I talked with Ufuk Abi sincerely and he gave me a pill and I became better. This day was really unforgettable for me and for my friends. I don’t think they saw any incident like