Her perception is absolutely crushed after the experience at the carnival and is forced to regress back into a vulnerable and powerless child again. In Cisneros' Monkey Garden, Esperanza tries to protect Sally but is emotionally humiliated. In Red Clowns however, it is Esperanza who needs Sally to save her and winds up sexually humiliated. The lack of personal responsibility between women that Esperanza perceives in her world leaves her feeling alienated and deeply confused. Once again, the narrator suffers a crisis of identity and must reevaluate her role as a writer and growing young woman. It is not until after her assault at the carnival does Esperanza drop the notion of being a "beautiful and cruel" woman to eventually accept her identification as a budding
Her perception is absolutely crushed after the experience at the carnival and is forced to regress back into a vulnerable and powerless child again. In Cisneros' Monkey Garden, Esperanza tries to protect Sally but is emotionally humiliated. In Red Clowns however, it is Esperanza who needs Sally to save her and winds up sexually humiliated. The lack of personal responsibility between women that Esperanza perceives in her world leaves her feeling alienated and deeply confused. Once again, the narrator suffers a crisis of identity and must reevaluate her role as a writer and growing young woman. It is not until after her assault at the carnival does Esperanza drop the notion of being a "beautiful and cruel" woman to eventually accept her identification as a budding