The Black Market Monologue

I was sitting in my room feeling helpless not being able to feel my legs or anything from my waist down. I was just looking on the internet and found something called the Black Market. Then in the corner of the screen I seen a advertisement that said¨New pill that can put you back into the past¨.I clicked on it and it explained that the drug only works on One eighth of the world. I ordered the pill and only cost¨twenty dollars for the one pill.It was worth It,If It could somehow let me change my past so me Jessica Robertson could feel from the waist down It was worth It.If I could not get into the car crash that caused me to be In this miserable state I think It's worth a shot.My Mom all the sudden came in and said
¨Hey are you doing ok?¨
I start seeing these rainbow like colors of green and blue and red and yellow,I hear big booms that sound like thunder and lightning striking.Then i woke up In the car and Emily was right by me. I said to myself i'm not pulling out my phone so I start driving and all the sudden without even being on my phone I get hit by a car who hit my car from the side. I then pass out and I can hear everything going on around me I can hear the paramedics talking.I can hear the sound of the ambulance Im In and then I wake up and everyone Is around me. I see my mom and I see Emily around me and I see other family I know are my family but can't quite make out the names. I ask If I can be left alone for a little bit. So everyone leaves the room and I see my clothes on the ground in blood and I remember that the other half of the pill Is In there so I fall off the bed trying to reach It and the alarm started going off on the hospital bed.I quickly reached for the pill out of the pocket and all the sudden It wasnt there and I can't believe It. I swear I only took half the pill and my mom comes In and