Still Life With Iris Nocturnos Analysis

Little eight-year-old me knew little of what I could accomplish if I remained motivated and loved what I was doing. Thus, when I played a match against a high schooler and was two games from winning, I became determined to practice more and soon enough, I wanted to play all the time. This is a colorful childhood memory that I now look back on and realize tennis became first of several things I have learned to love and become passionate about. Memories define who we are and from them we gain experience, wisdom, and views. They are within our minds, but in Still Life with Iris, Nocturno characters wear their memories in Past Coats. If my coat were taken off, I would lose my memory. Losing my memory would be riddled with hardships and I would lose who I am even though I remain in the same body. Furthermore, my relationships with others would be greatly affected and consequently, I would never be the same person even if I regained my memories.
Each person has thousands of memories and in certain moments we recall certain memories that could either help or not. My childhood was filled with learning years where I grew and became a more aware and better person.
Therefore, I would not be able to function in everyday life. Firstly, my relationship with others, especially family and friends, would deteriorate or be one sided and awkward. This is because of how those close to me may have expectations of me I could not reach, and in turn, I feel like a disappointment and push them away. Even if I remembered a minute detail of my past, they would get their hopes up but slowly would realize I still do not remember them or who I am. Also, I would notice that I was missing something, and when someone talked about a past memory, I would try to remember my own past. While trying to figure out who I am, I have no memories to back up me up, and soon enough I do not know who I