Siddhartha Character Analysis

I am going to tell a story about a girl, who looks calm and has a serious look on her face. She goes to school, comes home, does her homework, eat, and sleep. She has some people she talks to and everyone who she talks to know her to the extent that they can tell what she feels by looking at her face. But she lies, she smiles because she does not want anyone to find that she is angry, frustrated and mostly likely reserved. But no one can tell her true feelings at least that is what she thought. This girl had a lot of complaints about herself and the world around her. She always stresses on the bad and ugly side of herself and everything. So this girl is in short pessimistic, ignorant and a fake. But a small change in her life brought her out of the darkness of pessimism and made her aware of the light in herself and the world around her.
The world around the girl changes a lot so she feels she will lose anything nice she get, nothing will last forever. She moves a lot, and it separates her from the people and things like her house, room, paintings, even silliest things like toy from childhood she loves. It is annoying to move just once, but she changed many schools and moved in and out country three
In Siddhartha, Siddhartha in the last chapter talks about looking at the things in unified way. He describes that everything has two parts like samsara and nirvana. One is described bad and good but both are essential and equally important for one to be enlightened. Siddhartha sees at everything as a whole not in parts which makes him enlightened. Similarly, when the girl sees only negatives of her life she feels the sadness and disappointment. But, when she also acknowledges the positive parts of her life she feels true happiness and light. She like Siddhartha looks at her life in an unified way, as a whole and sees every experience, good or bad, balances out and that was the