Sacrifice In The Kite Runner

In Khaled Hasseini’s The Kite Runner, Amir runs from the rape of Hasen with the belief that this sacrifice of Hasen, will grant him Baba’s affection and respect. Amir in the alley way wants to take action, he wants to speak, but he “didn’t, I just watched, paralyzed”(78). He finds himself conflicted between “looking at the blue kite resting against the wall, close to the cast-iron stove; and the other, Hasen’s brown corduroy pants thrown on the heap of eroded bricks”(81). He see’s the vulnerability in Hasen’s face and “resignation in it,” he know’s that Hasen has assumed this as his faith(81). Amir also finds in Hasen’s face the look of an animal, that sees “that its imminent demise is for a higher purpose”(82). Running from the scene, Amir
I was afraid of getting hurt”(82). Amir find’s in himself an understanding “that nothing was free in this world.Maybe Hasen was the price I had to pay, the lamb I had to slay to win Baba”(82). After the rape, the innocence, and purity of the relationship between the boys die, and Amir exclaims he “was just a Hazara”(82). In this story the blue kite is an object that causes the dynamic of the relationship between the boys to change. For Amir the blue kite is an object that he finds himself needing to acquire under any circumstances, even if that meant abusing the loyalty and respect that Hasen held for him. Amir reassures himself that Hasen would have to be his sacrifice, and be the one to atone his suffering, so he can live happily. Furthermore, Amir dismiss the kinship he shares with him, and loyalties that Hasan has done for him by considering him as being a lower being, a Hazara. The actions of Amir are selfish and motive driven, as he stands in silence and runs away, so Hasen can sustain the burden of getting the blue kite. He had assured himself that all his Baba wanted was for him to acquire the kite and triumph as a winner, and if that mean’t witnessing an injustice he would do