I could do this all day but as I won't try and get you to , I don't spend my waking hours on my god damn …show more content…
But here is my purpose in writing this, to give you the reality of your situation, and to tell you to leave Chrissy alone. Ideally, I want you two to continue talking, I want you to be a friend to her, make her laugh, let her talk to you when she's down. Just be a friend. But as I doubt you are strong enough to do that without making her feel guilty or manipulated, you need to piss off. She wants you to, and I want you to. Go grow the hell up, leave the love of my life alone. I know this is just some guy messaging you over facebook from 1,200 miles away, and that you can say anything behind a screen. But here is the truth that you have the OPTION to believe or not, which changes nothing. You have never met someone like me. I don't mind admitting that this world has tried to break me in every way. I've stared at death as much as you have stared at your computer, don't fuck with me. Nothing stops me. I am capable of doing whatever my heart and mind decides it wants. The best part is no one knows this until they get to figure it out first hand, I suggest you avoid that experience. I am more than capable of showing up at your front door. But I don't have to. Let me lay this out for you. I have the power. You