Personal Narrative: What We Are Over

I take it we are over. Which is fine with me because I can’t handle this anymore. I can’t handle all of the excuses, being ignore, and blown up at. If you really loved me and cared about me, you wouldn’t be doing these things and you would be showing me off to your friends and family. I have loved showing you off to my friends and family. I just don’t get it. You continue to say I am going to meet your parents and you continue to come up with excuses for not being able to meet them. Yeah you keep saying you don’t have the time. There is always time. You make it. You make time for everything else, so why can’t you make time to show me off? It isn’t like I take a lot of your time. We see each other once or twice, if we are lucky, every two weeks.
I question so many things you do and say. Yes, I truly believe you are trying to hide me from your friends and family. You won’t post a picture of us on Facebook, but then you got pissed when I asked you to remove pictures of you and your ex. But you keep pictures of you and her daughter up, like she is your own kid. She is not, and she needs to understand that. You say you can’t stand your ex and you think she is a bitch, but you have no problem hanging out at her place two to three times a week and do stuff with her daughter all the time. If you really are done with her, you should be showing that to her daughter and you are not. It is going to really mess her up. It makes me think that you are either still seeing your ex or you want to. Especially after you told me I “absolutely” couldn’t go to your son’s Birthday party. That really hurt me. If your ex knows your dating me, why should you care what she thinks. That tells me right there that I will never get to meet your son, because you don’t want to “cause issues” with your ex. I don’t understand you. I wish you were able to express yourself without blowing up. I truly love you but I can’t be in a relationship where someone doesn’t truly love