Fifteen minutes finally passed, feeling like an hour. Practice then continued with the obvious stops and barely getting anything done. When my coach gave us our final dismissal, I was out of there. Sprinting to my car I broke down in tears. My sobbing was so heavy that I could not bear to drive. I sat there for several minutes trying to pull myself together, but failing, I decided to drive anyway. I found that the car is the best place to cry. I felt isolated from the whole world because no one could hear me or see me. My team had no idea what I saw or felt inside. I just could not understand why anyone would do that to themselves. What could be so bad that one would do that.
I tried to make sense of it all, but I could not. I pulled out of the parking lot and started to drive home. I called Molly, no answer. I called Emily, no answer. I called Lucas, no answer. This just made me even more mad. I just turned the radio off and cried. At this point, everything I was mad about or that was on my mind came up. I started to regret even joining cheer. I was having second thoughts about myself, my friends, and school. I wanted to quit so