When I was a Sophomore in High School, my mom forced me to clean the living room and dining room every Sunday afternoon by myself as a weekly chore. This day was no different. Here I was on a warm, sunny day during the beginning of spring stuck inside reaching for items underneath …show more content…
My mother also never displayed her tiredness or anger. As an immigrant from South Korea, my mom had to sacrifice her friends, family, job, and familiarity at the age of forty for a future in the United States. She had difficulty learning the language and culture, but she was always strong, outgoing, responsible, and warm. Yet here, she sounded like any lost, tired, depressed person did. This was not the mother that I knew, or thought I knew. I had to continue reading; I wanted to understand the complex thought processes in my mother’s brain that was trapped behind her smiling face and crescent …show more content…
What they look like on the outside and not what they are on the inside. The librarian behind the counter scanning books was always bored and strict. The friend who always smiled and was outgoing never had insecurities or difficulties to deal with. Never did I think that the librarian may have been adventure seeking hiker or that my friend experienced anxiety in every social setting with more than two people. A child’s mental capacity for thinking only took me to analyze the first layer of the person’s character. My mother’s diary changed everything for me. Although I came to realize that people did not have one characteristic as I grew, my mother’s words threw this understanding at me and forced it down my throat. It caused me to experience firsthand how ignorant I was, how uncaring I was of my own family. Here I was, sitting on the comfortable, plush couch complaining about cleaning, when my mother suffered every day at the nursing home cleaning after the