One Hell of a Life
One Hell Journey
In the depths in myself I’ve come to learn more about me. More about the things I have done, the things I have accomplished in the 20 years I have been alive. I’ve been knees deep in all the crap I have been in, where I may have not known if I would be alive or not. I’ve been in my own nightmare for years but also I just pulled out. You will learn a lot about the mind inside, of the journeys, to fears, maybe even the excitement. You will also learn about the independence, Determination, and will power that I have. Here is my journey.
When I was little I had a handicapped brother. The word has is in there because he passed away when I was in 1st grade. My independence came in when I was little, my brother needed more time and money than I did. My mom really wasn’t around; I only had my dad at the moment. Once my brother got sicker than he was, we all knew he was going to pass. My family started to fight more and more, after that he passed and it was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Our family almost lost it, my father became an alcoholic and my mom was a mess. I had to take care of myself and I have been Independent since. When I was 18 I moved out with my girlfriend and my old best friend. Lesson learned; if you don’t want to lose a friend, don’t move into a house together. The independence that I have, it’s good and bad. My girlfriend and I have such independence that we are only 20 and 21 and we have a house now.
Beyond the Independence, I have had the determination when fell in my hole, which was when I was around 10 going on 11, the hole I fell into got me into a crap ton of drugs and flunking out of school almost. When I was 16 I killed myself, when I mean killed myself and I’m still here is that I got revived back to life. Age of 17 stopped and thank god for everything he saved me from. I’m gay in a society of hate and religion, and I wait and fight for equality everyday while I get the bible shoved down my throat. I’m
In the depths in myself I’ve come to learn more about me. More about the things I have done, the things I have accomplished in the 20 years I have been alive. I’ve been knees deep in all the crap I have been in, where I may have not known if I would be alive or not. I’ve been in my own nightmare for years but also I just pulled out. You will learn a lot about the mind inside, of the journeys, to fears, maybe even the excitement. You will also learn about the independence, Determination, and will power that I have. Here is my journey.
When I was little I had a handicapped brother. The word has is in there because he passed away when I was in 1st grade. My independence came in when I was little, my brother needed more time and money than I did. My mom really wasn’t around; I only had my dad at the moment. Once my brother got sicker than he was, we all knew he was going to pass. My family started to fight more and more, after that he passed and it was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Our family almost lost it, my father became an alcoholic and my mom was a mess. I had to take care of myself and I have been Independent since. When I was 18 I moved out with my girlfriend and my old best friend. Lesson learned; if you don’t want to lose a friend, don’t move into a house together. The independence that I have, it’s good and bad. My girlfriend and I have such independence that we are only 20 and 21 and we have a house now.
Beyond the Independence, I have had the determination when fell in my hole, which was when I was around 10 going on 11, the hole I fell into got me into a crap ton of drugs and flunking out of school almost. When I was 16 I killed myself, when I mean killed myself and I’m still here is that I got revived back to life. Age of 17 stopped and thank god for everything he saved me from. I’m gay in a society of hate and religion, and I wait and fight for equality everyday while I get the bible shoved down my throat. I’m