Monologue From Pantry's Door

Kindly place the white board in front of the pantry's door, I don't wanna see the pantry because it gives me heartache knowing that I won't see him anymore, doing something nasty on the toilet room. Or maybe transfer the production department anywhere away from the office. Everything about this place reminds me of him. But I can't resign for the reason that, I still have friends, whom I really love that working here. And it's hard to move on, especially seeing someone talking about him. I'm tired and I need to get rid of everything that reminds me of him. I just thought we are meant to be with. But everything falls down, when I heard the news. You just don't know how hurtful it is. It's hard to give up someone especially if he's so special