It seems to be working but she is still being horrible to my brothers and sisters which makes me feel hurt that I can let that happen to them. My brothers believe that I have abandoned them, but I am only trying to get Niang to like me. What’s wrong with that? Can’t I have one thing that goes my way? Or do I just have to sit back and take the abuse from her and father? No, I have decided that I will take things into my own hands and prove to Niang that I am loyal and that she can trust me and that I will rat out my siblings to her. Yeah, I’m going to have a good relationship with Ning even if it means that my relationship with my siblings is ruined forever and they hate me. I’m just trying to survive in this hell hole until I can leave and not be abused by my ‘family’. I can’t stand seeing my brothers hurt or made a fool of, but I have to protect myself otherwise Niang will never believe
It seems to be working but she is still being horrible to my brothers and sisters which makes me feel hurt that I can let that happen to them. My brothers believe that I have abandoned them, but I am only trying to get Niang to like me. What’s wrong with that? Can’t I have one thing that goes my way? Or do I just have to sit back and take the abuse from her and father? No, I have decided that I will take things into my own hands and prove to Niang that I am loyal and that she can trust me and that I will rat out my siblings to her. Yeah, I’m going to have a good relationship with Ning even if it means that my relationship with my siblings is ruined forever and they hate me. I’m just trying to survive in this hell hole until I can leave and not be abused by my ‘family’. I can’t stand seeing my brothers hurt or made a fool of, but I have to protect myself otherwise Niang will never believe