Lyfe Where Do I Fit in

LYFE...WHERE DO I FIT IN
I'M THIRTY-FOUR YEARS OLD
FEELS LIKE I WAS BOUGHT IN A STORE
WITHOUT EVEN BEING PUT OUT TO BE SOLD
I'VE BEEN LIVING THIS LIFE WITHOUT ANY INSTRUCTIONS
AND EVERY WOMAN THAT I MEET
BECOMES THE BEGINNING TO THE START OF MY DESTRUCTION
LYFE...WHERE DO I FIT IN
I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING
THIS LIFE I'VE BEEN JUGGLING
LOVE I'VE BEEN 2 AFRAID TO LET IN
COMFORT IS WHAT I'VE BEEN NEEDIN'
DISAPPOINTMENT AFTER DISAPPOINTMENT IS WHAT I'M FACED WITH
TIME AND TIME AGAIN
I TRY 2 FIGHT IT
I TRY 2 KEEP MY DEPRESSION IN
IT SEEMS LIKE I'M NEVER GOING TO WIN
LYFE...WHERE DO I FIT IN
WOMEN THAT I'VE DATED I COULDN'T GET THEM 2 B ON MY SIDE
I COULDN'T GET THEM TO HAVE MY BACK
SO I'D LEAVE THEM ALONE & RUN & HIDE
PUT MY HEART BACK ON THE SHELF
RUN TIL I WAS OUT OF BREATH
COULD IT BE THAT MY LIFE IS FULL OF THAT MUCH SIN
LYFE...WHERE DO I FIT IN
WHEN I'M AT WORK I STILL CAN'T WIN
PPL HATING ON ME READY TO BRING ME DOWN
AT A MOMENTS NOTICE
ALWAYZ TALKING BOUT ME WHENEVER I'M NOT AROUND
LIKE THE WORD WON'T GET BACK TO ME
LIKE THIER TRUE EVIL FACES I'LL NEVER SEE
THE SAME PPL I'VE TRIED TO HELP
ARE THE SAME PPL THATS OUT FOR SELF
WHEN I LEAVE WORK I STOP BY THE LIQUOUR STORE
AND PICK MYSELF UP A BOTTLE OF GIN
BEFORE I POP IT OPEN I SAY TO MYSELF
LYFE...WHERE DO I FIT IN
NOW I'M DRINKIN' AND DRIVIN' AND IT FEELS SO GREAT
ALL THE BAD IS NOW GONE AWAY
AND I'M NO LONGER FILLED WITH HATE
THE MORE I DRIVE, THE MORE I THINK
THE FASTER I DRIVE, THE MORE I DRINK
MIND RUNNING CRAZY WITH THOUGHTS
BUT NONE THAT I CAN HIDE
THE WAY I'M DEALING WITH THIS IS A FORM OF SELF SUICIDE
I JUMP A CURBING AND I START TO SPIN
NOW I'M QUESTIONING GOD
THIS LIFE...WHERE DID I FIT