Jewish Narrative

I stared at him as i stop myself from sitting on the chair. i stood right back up never letting my eyes avert his. the only thing that you can hear in this very living room is the vehicles passing through the street outside of this building. We both are having a war through our eyes as my heart beats a new beat. Kill Nino? Can he even do that, kill someone he been around with for years? but then again Nino said the same thing about Eli. What type of relationship do these niggas have with each other?

Can Eli take the risk and kill Nino as we escape to a new life together? What if he fails? Nino not only will he kill Eli he will definitely come after me killing me with his bare hands. I can't escape these two since Nino wants me to cut all ties with Eli or else and Eli wants me to runaway with him into a dangerous life having to watch my back 24/7. This is not what I planned when I decided to come here. The plan was to come and break it to Eli that I wasn't going to be with him anymore, and he should move on.
He continues to stare at me after saying this. I wait for a smile or a laugh to come out of him to show he's joking about everything, and he wasn't serious, but of course Eli is full blown serious with no hint of a smile paste on him. I sigh a deep sigh knowing I have to do something or somehow think of a way to escape this two men that has me standing in the middle of this. I mean I have feeling for Eli, but it's not deep way I can just trust him to just come running with me, you