Family Abuse

I would like to talk about abuse with my family and myself, and how we handle what had happened to up through the years and how we may look at it in our minds. The way we think about the things that had happen to us as a family and as our self as a whole and why we ended where we are today. And how even as child I did my best to stand up to people that where doing the Abusing. I will also tell you a little bit about the abuse that went on in the family as well and how I tried to stop when I got older. When I was a child some I don’t remember my mom was yelled at, beat, and mentally abused. I can remember was that all my life I watch all the abuse growing and went I was younger I thought it was normal. The men that came in to the in our
Then he dad called and said that he needed to talk to me and I did not think anything of so I went over there to see what he wanted and come to find out he want me so he raped me and my oldest walk in on it I tried to stop and I just could not. After there next his mom came over and kept saying I touched my baby and kept say no I did not then finally I told her after her putting her hands around my neck to chock me and then me doing the same thing to that her husband raped me and my baby girl saw it. After that my ex-husband and I fought all the time because his thought she knew better and then what does he do he moves us right next door to them now yet again scared nowhere to run can’t get away and no one to talk to witch made it hard. She would barge in yelling and screaming in my own house like it was her own and he would do nothing about so I left to where I feel better and safe. Well I told some of what happen to me and how I felt it just always seemed like there was no one to help me at the people. So that I thought would help and make me feel safe did not do that so please remember that there is always out; and someone to help you. This are why I am not married to him no more now and