Essay 1
FATHER, I LOVE YOU
Oh my God! What a horrible life! No mother, have a father but deaf and cannot speak and a poor life. He is unfair to me! Why did He did this to me? But, after I had through the hardest moment in my life, I knew that having a deaf father is better than no father at all. Now I know that I must be careful in what I’m saying. As the wise saying ‘look before you leap’. Now, although I had regret for my bad action, I cannot repeat the time. What I can do is just repent and apologize my father at the cemetery.
The bad memory is still playing in my mind. I want to throw it away from my life but I know, I must learn from the history or it will repeat and repeat without being repaired.
That night, my father advised me. Again! I told him what happened today and I just told him the truth but he said that my friends or actually foes for me is kind-hearted. Me? Of course it is wrong, totally wrong. I disagree with my father’s opinion. My friends, oh foes jeered me with their ‘praise’ and it is called ‘kind-hearted’? I scolded my father to his very good attitude. “We must protect ourselves. If they jeered to us, is that called kind father? Change your attitude. Do I must stand behind and just keep silent for all their bad things to us?”I told him. Yes, I think it is such a bad words to our own father, but I cannot stand looking at my father’s good or too good attitude. Being too kind can be disadvantage. Don’t you think so?
After I scold my father, he seemed to be sad. But, do I care. He didn’t even care with my feeling. Why must I care about him. My ego is too high. Yes, it’s a fact for an orphan like me. Sometimes, I thought that I must apologize to my father but yes the ego is too cruel, too high. Nobody wonders.
The next morning, I did not take my breakfast. I still angry with my father. He just said goodbye with his eyes. The same thing happened to me. Being jeered to my deaf father and laughed. Oh, it was a meaningless life. I did not
Oh my God! What a horrible life! No mother, have a father but deaf and cannot speak and a poor life. He is unfair to me! Why did He did this to me? But, after I had through the hardest moment in my life, I knew that having a deaf father is better than no father at all. Now I know that I must be careful in what I’m saying. As the wise saying ‘look before you leap’. Now, although I had regret for my bad action, I cannot repeat the time. What I can do is just repent and apologize my father at the cemetery.
The bad memory is still playing in my mind. I want to throw it away from my life but I know, I must learn from the history or it will repeat and repeat without being repaired.
That night, my father advised me. Again! I told him what happened today and I just told him the truth but he said that my friends or actually foes for me is kind-hearted. Me? Of course it is wrong, totally wrong. I disagree with my father’s opinion. My friends, oh foes jeered me with their ‘praise’ and it is called ‘kind-hearted’? I scolded my father to his very good attitude. “We must protect ourselves. If they jeered to us, is that called kind father? Change your attitude. Do I must stand behind and just keep silent for all their bad things to us?”I told him. Yes, I think it is such a bad words to our own father, but I cannot stand looking at my father’s good or too good attitude. Being too kind can be disadvantage. Don’t you think so?
After I scold my father, he seemed to be sad. But, do I care. He didn’t even care with my feeling. Why must I care about him. My ego is too high. Yes, it’s a fact for an orphan like me. Sometimes, I thought that I must apologize to my father but yes the ego is too cruel, too high. Nobody wonders.
The next morning, I did not take my breakfast. I still angry with my father. He just said goodbye with his eyes. The same thing happened to me. Being jeered to my deaf father and laughed. Oh, it was a meaningless life. I did not