“Everyone knows that by bringing up his dead wife he is more blind”(Foer). As if the loneliness makes him not want to see the pain that he had ,“He can’t seem to find what is being illuminated in his life,Grandfather mainly does nothing but lament his actions” (Foer). He spends all his time after the trip crying and crying and in the end, he kills himself, telling Jonathan in his final letter that his suicide is not because he can not deal with the pain but is fulfilled with happiness, he "cannot endure"(Foer), but because he is "complete with happiness"(Foer), and ready to "open the door into darkness" (Foer). Perhaps after death, everything will be illuminated for
“Everyone knows that by bringing up his dead wife he is more blind”(Foer). As if the loneliness makes him not want to see the pain that he had ,“He can’t seem to find what is being illuminated in his life,Grandfather mainly does nothing but lament his actions” (Foer). He spends all his time after the trip crying and crying and in the end, he kills himself, telling Jonathan in his final letter that his suicide is not because he can not deal with the pain but is fulfilled with happiness, he "cannot endure"(Foer), but because he is "complete with happiness"(Foer), and ready to "open the door into darkness" (Foer). Perhaps after death, everything will be illuminated for