Although this made me look confident on the outside, I knew my own weaknesses and I was always a little insecure on the inside. I put on a brave front, but I was always afraid that I could come across a situation that I could not handle. The pressure was constantly on and I had a lasting fear of uncertainty. I never knew how I could get rid of my fear and regain stability in my life.
The main reason for that fear was my surroundings. I lived in area which was full of crime and injustice. Money was everything for them no matter from where you are, whether you are rich or poor, corruption was at its peak. You might get confused but let me clear you that I was talking about my admission. Yes I never realized these kinds of things before, but when it came to me the day turns into a dark night. It was a day when I went for an admission in university for Medical