In the beginning, my decision to try out for drum major remained unclear, …show more content…
It was only a few days before the tryouts and I still needed to set aside time to practice the commands; that goes to show that too much practice on one thing hurts if one does not pay attention to how much time still available to them. Fortunately, as a captain, I already experienced working with the vocal commands, and with my time spent in MCJROTC, I already knew how to project my voice in a clear and concise way that people can both hear and understand what commands I give. Whistle commands gave me extra stress. Only two of them exist, but they sound extremely similar in the middle of a parade and easy to jumble up and use the wrong one. Even the drum major of the previous year mixed up the whistle commands every once and a while. This combined with the fact that I never manipulated a whistle in my life gave me a quite grim outlook. However, practices held after school, at which the field sergeant and drum major give advice and show the potential drum majors how the world of being a drum major operates, gave me much help and insight on what I needed to work on. After a day or two of receiving help on my whistle commands I was confident I could perform them without messing …show more content…
That was the day we stepped on the podium. A fear of falling plagues my life, which made all of the confidence brought to me before dissipate into a cloud of dust. I climbed up the steps of the podium for the first time and shook like a leaf; this was not exactly my cup of tea. Regardless of this fear, I managed to survive my first time performing on the podium, but I had yet to add verbal cues. One of the cues that our band director, Mr.P, suggested was a stomp to indicate an exciting hit or drastic change in the piece; this terrified me. I cannot remember a time I ever felt as frightened of something as I did during my first time trying the stomp cue on the podium. I stomped, the podium shook, but I gritted my teeth, held my ground, and finished the routine identical to a