Back At Home (Therapeutic Drumming Chronicles)

Back at Home (Therapeutic Drumming Chronicles)
The tears appear when the brain thinks and sweats too much…so the sweat goes through eyes as tears. -11 years old child

“Hello Martin, I was a participant in Insight 4 Seminars. Before your rhythm session, something unleashed in me and I cried three days in a row. At your session also cried to a certain point, but after a while everything stopped and I was very relieved. I would like to ask if you can explain what exactly stopped my tears and what is related to all this? Sincerely, Tanya”

The “Insight Seminars – US” branch in Bulgaria was conducting its annual “Insight
She seemed emotionally devastated. She was crying so hard that the tears drummed in sync with her hands. I thought for a second that I and the entire sound cascade were the reason for all that, but it did not seem likely. I felt the reason for these unleashed strong emotions is long-standing. Although there were more than 60 people in the circle, I did my best to pay special attention to the women. I emphasized my attention to her with eye contact, smiles and more energy in the body language. Gradually the sounds, rhythms, and cheerful group vibration drained the rain in her eyes and the sun rose on her pale face. She was already smiling and enthusiastically resonated with the fresh mood of the group. I looked for her after the rhythm session, but she had disappeared without a trace...
I received Tanya’s letter a month after the event and cheerfully
In the dynamics and confusion of modern life, we frequently forget some very simple and evident truths. It seems to have become “fashionable” for hyperactive brain activity to lead us into endless labyrinths of thoughts about whether we are valuable, valid, financial and socially competitive in this confused and messed-up world.
At the fast rate of the life we are living, we do not pick up the impulses and signals which are sent to us by the source of our real nature, life, purity, and love. Our hearts seem less and less to take part in our “thought processes”, spontaneous actions and decision-taking. The metronome which measures the tempo of our life has long ago been lost under the cobwebs of our rational minds. We wander away from home, undergoing countless mishaps and hazards. We encounter misunderstanding, we feel alienated, but continue to wander, intoxicated by our own delusions.
"What is to be back at home?" and "What is home?" – I googled these two questions with intention, to get some independent of my consciousness answers. I wanted to go deeper in the subject and do serious research of the phenomena rhythm – heart –