His name is Jesus Christ, and only through believing in him shall you be able to have deliverance through God, and be led in a Holy path that is free of darkness, sadness, confusion, and fear. Through Jesus, God will be be there to support you in times of emotional pain. God expressed his love to you by sacrificing his only son for your sinsFor God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." -John 3:16All God asks of you is that you have faith in him, and that His son died on the cross for your sin.
I found my own path when I was hurting, confused, and faithless. God, and my faith in Him, helped me to battle through my problems, and to give me the power to accept them and deal with them as they come to me. I thought I'd share this with you as to spread the news that you can be helped, and you can be saved.
If you'd like to learn more, you can visit your local church, which would be happy to help you.