The Lives of Sheep by Abel Fellow: Review

Only available on StudyMode
  • Download(s) : 147
  • Published : September 18, 2013
Open Document
Text Preview
The Lives of Sheep
By Abel Fellow

Not unlike an army of protagonists before him, the nameless main character and narrator in Harukami’s A Wild Sheep Chase struggles to discover the purpose of his life in spite of a universe increasingly unfathomable, with fewer and fewer clues about what is right and wrong. Existentialism. A fancy word for the malaise engulfing me too often, especially for a high school senior. Therefore, while reading this novel, I kept my own thoughts in front of me. Encountering recognizable ideas in my reading helped me to clarify some of my own ideas about who I am and where I’m going. Reading A Wild Sheep Chase honestly made a difference to me.

In chapter 32, the sheep caretaker converses with the narrator and his girlfriend about the sheep. When his girlfriend asks the caretaker what the sheep do over the winter, the caretaker tells her they stay indoors all winter long. She then asks, "Don't they get bored?" The caretaker responds, "They don't think about stuff like that, and it wouldn't do 'em any good if they did. They just pass the winter eating hay, pissing, getting into spats, thinking about the babies in their bellies" (269). It's refreshing to hear these words come out of the caretaker's mouth. I frequently question my existence, but it typically ends up being a waste of time and gets me nowhere. Instead of mindlessly wondering why, I could spend my time more productively. Furthermore, I never reach a definite and satisfying purpose for my life, so I emerge from these episodes of thought empty-handed. A sheep doesn't possess the intellect to ponder the meaning of its life, so it simply lives. In that sense, the sheep serves as an idol to me. If a sheep can live its life and not worry about the point of it all, why can't I? This reassured me—not by telling me how to find the inner truth and divine purpose of my life on earth, but by suggesting that I abandon questioning my life in favor of living it.

Our main character...
tracking img