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My Special Place.

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  • November 15, 2003
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My Calm Place To Go

IN A WORLD FULL OF DRAMA, THERE IS A CALM PLACE WHERE I CAN GO TO LET ALL MY FEELINGS SHOW.

YOU CAN LIVE YOUR WILDEST FANTASY AND NO DREAM IS TO BIG OR TO SMALL. HERE YOU CAN LIVE THROUGH YOUR IMAGINATION AND A HAVE PLACE TO FALL.

THIS IS THE PLACE THAT I CAN GO WHEN NOTHING EVER STAYS THE SAME LIKE EVERYTHING IS ON THE WRONG TRACK. IT'S A SOOTHING REFRESHMENT WHEN THE TRAILS OF LIFE BEGIN TO FORK AND ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS SCREAM.

RUSTLING THROUGH MY STRESS FILLED HANDS ARE PAPERS FILLED WITH PAST NIGHTMARES, CRAZINESS AND DREAMS. GRASPING ON FOR ALL THEY ARE WORTH, TUGGING HARD NOT TO LET GO, THESE PAPERS BEGIN TO GROW. THE PILE GETS LARGER AND THE MORE FEELINGS I LET GO THE MORE MY HAPPINESS BEGINS TO SHOW.

LOOKING FOR A PEN TO WRITE MY MIND BECOMES FULL OF EXCITE. GRABBING HOLD WITH ALL MY MIGHT, THE PEN STRIKES THE PAPER AND BEGINS TO WRITE. THE PAPER IS WARM AS IT COOLS DOWN MY HANDS. THE SHAKING STOPS, I AM ME AGAIN. THE SCRATCHING OF THE PEN AS IT BOMBARDS THE PAPER ENGAGING MY EVERY THOUGHT.

AS THIS PEN TOUCHES THE PAPER IT TAKES ME INTO ANOTHER DIMENSION, ONE WHERE HAPPINESS OVER FLOWS THE CHAOS OF LIFES TREACHEROUS DOUBTS. IT EASES THE PAINS OF YESTERDAY AND TODAY, GRABS AHOLD AND WRITES AWAY. THIS PAPER IS NOW FILLED WITH LINES OF CONFUSION, HAPPINESS AND LIES.

AS I FILL THE LINES, PAPER AFTER PAPER, MY ROOM BECOMES CLUTTERED. THE PAPERS STACK UP IN ROWS, IN BINDERS AND ON THE CARPET. I WILL BE TAKEN TO ANOTHER WORLD, WHERE I AM A BIRD FLYING SO HIGH, THESE PAPERS FILLED WITH LINES AND LINES OF WORDS ALLOW ME TO DO SO.

I TURN A PAGE TO BEGIN ONCE MORE PLACING THE OTHER PAPER ON THE FLOOR. THE NEW MARKS OF A BROKEN HEART BEGIN TO FALL. AS THE PAPER OOZES IN EVERYTHING I WRITE IT SMOOTHS ALL THE BAD FEELINGS.

LYING ON MY BED TURNING THE PAGES OF DRAINING THOUGHTS AS THEY VIGOURSLY RUN THROUGH MY MIND. GRABBING PAPER TO WRITE ONCE MORE, OPENING A ONCE CLOSED DOOR.

THE WALLS START TO CAVE AS I...